Daddy,
I want that desire again. The desire to dig into Your word, to learn more about Your character, & to be closer to You.
My time & priorities need to be looked at more. I feel as if my relationship with You is crumbling and I don't want that. I have also begun to think it is about me, what I want & need. It's about me!
It's NOT about me!!! It never has been. I need to be refocused, redirected, reminded about my calling! Can someone help me !?! Please!
I need this stronghold to be torn, broken, lifted!! How could I have been so selfish?
I truly need to remind myself daily of what I have been called to be & do with my life!
~ Be a leader for Women
~ Learn another language
~ Read books an Women in the Bible (any recommendations?)
~ Study the Word with more desire & passion to grow & more intimate with God.
{hey.halfofmine,..}
Hey ALL, I came home from work today...I was only at work for an hour and a half. I woke up feeling as if I was going to....you all probably know what I am talking about, so I won't go into any details for the sake of some people who might read this (Chris, 
...this was for you). Anyway, I am home now getting caught up on needed rest. I have been sick for the past 2 weeks. Yeah, many of you would know that if you have been reading the previous posts.
Please be praying for me. Thx, Beloveds!
This is a thought from a few nights ago. I told Chris this on the phone last night. 
I was placing my clothes into the wash, put the detergent in, then noticed the water WASN'T running. Well, it was too late like I said I had already put the detergent in. So, the majority of my work clothes were covered in detergent. 
...Well, Let me give you a little bit more info...The water was supposed to be cut off Monday morning at 9:00am and turned back in at 5:00pm...well, if you couldn't tell the water was turned off BEFORE the apartment told us it would have been. Anyway, since all my clothes were in the wash my mom and I went to Wal-Mart. I picked up some pants for work, and many others things. BUT, the main part I wanted to tell you all is here: I was at the check out counter trying to pay for the items...well, according to my credit card (it is prepaid) I didn't have the money for it. To my knowledge I HAD the money...I kept trying to swipe the card.
Well, after trying twice the man waiting in the line behind us asked me, "How much does it cost?"
I told him, "It is $26.28..."
The man said, "Ok, Don't worry about it. I will cover it."
I was surprised...NO one ever had done that for me before...
So yeah, I came home with EVERYTHING I intended to pay myself...I came home looked at my account online...and realized I really DIDN'T have the amount of money I thought I had on my card...yeah, I felt really dumb after finding that out. 
I wish I could send him a card along with the money he paid for my items 
...Anyway, I thought I would told you all that story. The Lord knew what I needed and also knew I didn't have the money for the items in the basket..I thank the Lord for providing...Praise the Lord!
This story, I guess could be for those of you who need financial help, food, housing, and anything really...God can provide in the moment you need it the most and don't even realize it...when you know it could have ONLY been HIM in the first place. God knew that man was going to be in the line...I would think I had the money and find out that I didn't...and He also knew I was be walking out the store with the items...All credit goes to God for this adventure...
{hey.halfofmine,..}
Psalm 34:4-7 "I sought the Lord, and He heard me, and delivered me from all my fears. They looked at Him and were radiant, and their faces were not ashamed. This poor man cried out, and the Lord heard him, and saved him out of all his troubles. The angel of the Lord encamps all around those who fear Him, and delivers them."
{hey.halfofmine,..}
You Are 45% Left Brained, 55% Right Brained |
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You Are A Romantic |
You are more romantic than 90% of the population.  You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do! |
{hey.halfofmine,..}
I am STILL sick...not sure what it is right now...could be sinus...could be the cold....could be ANYTHING. Please be praying for me. This whole time I have been sick I have been going to work as well.
I work now with children. The age group is 4-5 year olds. Those are the ages I have worked with the most the past two weeks... Yeah, I like my job, but being sick just doesn't make it any fun...the children can't understand me...sometimes don't want to listen to me...much less be quiet when being told by ANY teacher. Today we had combined the younger and older 4-5 year old class (also known as 4K-1 & 4K-2). Kortney and myself had 26 children ALL to ourselves (outside & then inside until I left). It was crazy at first, but it ended pretty well. The children began to listen to mewhen I said I would talk to their parents.
Yeah, before the Honor Academy I had worked there for a year, so some of the parents knew me already & remember me very well. One of the funny things which happened yesterday was I had Mrs. Travis (Justin's mom) ask me what my name was again. This is the FUNNY part...she had thought I had gotten married. Reason being: I had never gone by my last name until this week AND she saw a ring on my finger...when I told her it was a promise ring from my special someone she just smiled...I also told her, "Who knows when the engagement ring will be coming? I just know it is in the plans..."
If anyone would like to know Chris and I are doing great...
Many might wonder if we talk online or even on the phone since we are both working...well, let me tell you all this...I call him pretty much every day on my break from work...
He enjoys the calls...and so do I... Our relationship has grown so much. We have begun to see the importance of keeping the relationship strong and growing...God has been good at giving us time to talk with each other...I thank the Lord every day for this relationship. It is a true blessing...If anyone ever wants to know long distance relationships are hard, but well worth it... in the long run...I hope...lol 
Anyway, I better go and get some rest...I go in at 8:30am...Comment! Let me know how life is treating you...I miss getting comments...
I never know if people other then the people who actually comment take time to read this site...So show me some love... lol Later!!
{hey.halfofmine,..}
hello friends,
I have come down with a sickness...cold or flu or something. To be honest I haven't felt this bad in years. I feel light-headed...and all that stuff. I am posting about this to ask for prayer. Pray that I will be given the day off of work...I am planning on calling my workplace to get the day off...I work with children, so I am hoping they will give me the day off...PLEASE pray for me this week. Thx my brothers and sisters in the Lord...The Lord has the power. The Bible says where 2 or more are gathered there the Lord is in the midst...(it goes something like that)
Well, I have things to take care of before tomorrow...Anyone need prayer as well? I would like to be praying for you...Let me know...if it is personal...email me, ok?
LamadOhana, I haven't heard from many of you... How are things going? I miss hearing what the Lord is doing in your life...Let a sister know these things...
one last thing...hehehe...I kind of doubt I have heard from everyone who can now court...GI...let me know so I can be praying for you and your loved one...
{hey.halfofmine,..}