Love is BLISS!!
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Who will show Love to this little girl?
I will!!! Would you?
What if you saw her alone on the streets?
Would you pick her up and comfort her if she was crying?..Even though you might not know her?
We are to show the Love of the Lord...most importantly with people we might never see again.
Is the Lord shining through you? Are you questioning it?
Seek the Lord with ALL your heart. Allow Him to dig deep within you...it will hurt, but the rewards will be well worth each pain...the rewards would be people coming to know the Lover of their souls...Is that something you are willing to do? Go through anything for the Lord?
I will do ALL it takes to share the Message...
Psalms 41:1 "Blessed is he who has regard for the weak; the Lord delivers him in time of trouble."
Proverbs 21:13 "If a man shuts his ears to the cry of the poor, he too will cry out and not be heard."
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Allow the Lord to look into the deepest parts of your heart...then you will see truly who you are in Christ. He knows all and sees all that goes on within your heart and mind when no one else knows and/or even cares to know. Seek Him with all your heart. Don't give into anything the enemy may send your way. Fight against him with all that is within you!! Remember who wins the fight...the LORD!!!
Proverbs 21:30 "There is no wisdom, no insight, no plan that can succeed against the Lord."
You are all on a mission...and don't forget you aren't fighting alone. You have many others kneeling beside you praying and fighting along side you all. Our generation must stick together and stand for what we believe in and not give in to the lies of this world.
We must stand strong for this coming generation or what do we have to offer them? Hope? Dreams? Love? What will we have to offer them? Stand strong not only for our generation, but for the one yet to come. The faces of this generation to come...
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Is the Father reaching to you and are you reaching toward HIM?
This is a picture of how it should be with us and the Lord...
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GUESS WHAT FRIEND!?! It snowed where I live!!!! 
yeah, Praise the Lord!!! I prayed my family would get snow...YES!!! The Lord answers prayers...
The sad news is it nothing stuck...but I only prayed it would snow...lol Maybe I should be more detailed next time...
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What is going on in your life?
I have the answer to whatever you are going through...
JESUS...seek Him out and He will guide you...Don't leave Him out of your life...Focus on Him this coming year and many years to come...He is the reason we live and why our hearts beat...
For those who have begun to fall back...run to the Father...He longs to be close to YOU once again...He loves you and will do everything for you to understand His love for you...
What is it you are going through? Is it something you have placed in the Lord's hands? If so, leave it there where it belongs...We can't control our own lives...as much as we want to...We can't...our lives belong to God and always will...
Focus on the WORLD this year...what are you doing to change it for the Lord? His Kingdom? Are you growing deeper? Drawing closer?
What is the purpose the Lord has called you to do? Are you doing all you can to be prepared for that calling? Going to college? working? what? What are you doing with your life?
I know I have asked many questions, but the questions weren't only for me, but for you all as well. If you are reading this the Lord has guided you to this site to read this post. Think about the questions...and spending time with the Lord and seek His face...ask Him to show you His love for you if you do not feel it...He will...He has for me and I have no doubts He will do the same for you.
I hope you all had a GREAT Christmas this year...
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here I am at a lose for words(well, a little bit)...but one thing I do know is it is meant to be...if you are wondering what I am talking about then you are out of the loop...
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Looking for a job...
Planning to go back to college (filled out my FAFSA form today...yey!)...
Preparing to head to Canada TOMORROW!!!
So many things going on in my mind,
so many thoughts,
so many emotions...
and no true way to express them...
UPDATES ON MY TRIP WHEN I RETURN....unless I find a time to update you all while I am there...who knows 
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I just finished filling out my FAFSA form. It took forever for me to get all the material I needed. I will soon find out if I will be receiving financial aid for this past fall semester and next spring. I would like to be able to go back to college this next semester. I will be registering late, but it is better then not at all...even if I can only take one or two classes I would truly not care. I just refuse to NOT go to school at all.
Please be praying everything works out.
OH, I will be heading off to Canada TOMORROW afternoon at 12:10pm...And will land in Canada at 7:15pm (their time). Pray everything goes well. 
I will be meeting Chris' parents and siblings for the first...
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I just finished packing for Canada...WOW! 
It was crazy trying to find some NICE (and WARM) outfits to wear while I am there for a MONTH.
It is wonderful how it is only ONE DAY away. 
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Flowers...aren't they beautiful? I love roses!!!
The color white most of all...
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*blush*
go to kaitime.blogspot.com and read the post for December 11th...and you will understand what these faces are for...
Love, it is great!
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Fear, doubt, and confusion filled my mind...Until the Lord opened my eyes to what was truly inside...I scared little girl afraid of being hurt...afraid of showing how I truly felt fearing the feelings would not be made in return...Now, I live with no fear...trusting the Lord will direct me in the path I need to focus on RIGHT NOW in my life.
Going to college
Getting a job
Learning all those languages He has told me I will be learning...hmmm
that is going to have to be ALL God...There are alot of languages God has told me I would be learning...
Leaning on Him for every decision I make...
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Just thought I would say, HEY! I am excited about going to Canada for Christmas...
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I am here on my knees for you...
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Need a HUG!
Wish someone was right beside me...
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Temptation...being attacked...need prayer!!
1Cr 10:13
" But remember that the temptations that come into your life are no different from what others experience. And God is faithful. He will keep the temptation from becoming so strong that you can't stand up against it. When you are tempted, he will show you a way out so that you will not give in to it."
New Living Translation © 1996 Tyndale Charitable Trust
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Missing you...
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"A wife of noble character is her husband's crown, but a disgraceful wife is like decay to his bones." - Prov. 12:4
" Her husband has full confidence in her and lacks nothing of value. She brings him him good, not harm, all the days of her life." - Prov. 31:11-12
" ' Many women do noble things, but you surpass them all.' Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting, but a woman who fears the Lord is to praised." - Prov. 31:29-30
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This is another side of me you are going to see in this post, so prepare yourselves:
I am anger and will no longer hold it within myself...WHY is there a SMALL difference between Christians and NON-Christians? I sit in my classroom (a secular campus at that) hearing people say that they are Christians then they turn around and curse...use God's name in vain. I don't understand this at all! We are to be sit APART from the world! Come on people...if you are offended by this post...ask yourself , "why?". Think about it...if God were sitting right beside you (which He is) and heard you talking the way you do, would it bring glory and honor to His name? Here are some verses to help you understand more of why I feel the way I do.
Col. 4: 5-6 "Be wise in the way you act toward outsiders; make the most of every opportunity. Let your conversation be always full of grace, seasoned with salt, so that you may know how to answer everyone." (outsiders could be unbelievers)
Col. 2:1-3 "I want you to know how much I am struggling for you...and for all who have not met me personally. My purpose is that they may be encouraged in heary and united in love, so that they may have the full riches of complete understanding, in order that they may know the mystery of God, namely, Christ, in whom are hidden all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge."
Phil. 1:27 "Whatever happens conduct yourselves in manner worthy of the gospel of Christ. Then, whether I come and see you or only hear about you in my absence, I will know that you stand firm in one spirit, contending as one man for the faith of the gospel..."
Eph. 6:24 "Grace to all who love our Lord Jesus Christ with an undying love."
Listen, this post makes me want to cry...this breaks the heart of God...words, actions, and attitude which don't reflect God break His heart and He longs to know you more intimately...LET HIM!!! Please let Him...I am praying for you all who are struggling with things at home and the Honor Academy...anywhere else for that matter...if you read this post please understand this is something I strongly feel the Lord wanted me to say...I was not pointing any fingers at any one...if you think I was check your heart and again ask yourself, why? Later friends...I love you all and that is why I posted what I did...don't get complacent...pull through the hard times...there are blessings on the way...
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I can't wait to see snow...I haven't seen it in years...and I will see it with my special someone I haven't see in months...I am so excited!!!!
Canada, here I come...Watch OUT!!!...lol 
This is going to be my last post about my life until after my trip to Canada...I have decided I will use my website to post scripture on until that time comes to give you all an update on my holiday in Canada...I hope you all can understand...I want the Lord to take my breath away...by the love that will be shown to me this Christmas season...only God can give you love so good...3 months...WOW! How times passes by when the Lord is leading us...
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here I am writing a post just to let people know that FINALS are here. I am getting ready to go study for my English Final Exam. I am not at all nervous. The last test I took, I got an 80 and barely studied, but this time after alot of thinking and praying I am going to try ALOT harder with my homework and test taking. Please pray I study all I need to study for the test to receive the grade I need...Thanks!
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My Christmas Wish List:
$165.00 (half the price) - Plane ticket to Canada ... GOT IT!
$48.88 - A Diamond and Gold Bracelet
$34.97 - Sterling Silver Pink Cubic Zirconia Bubble Bracelet
$8.96 - When God Writes Your Love Story
A MONTH with Chris: priceless !!! ... Will have it soon...
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NO more stress here Everything has been worked out. Let me explain why I was stressed...
First, I needed my birth certificate in order to get back home from Canada...I couldn't find it.
Second, my dad wrote a letter asking for another copy...the problem is it will take 4-6 weeks to get here.
And finally, My dad and I called Chris' mom to see if I could extend my time there in Canada.
You all might be wondering why I am so happy...well, here it goes. I am going to be in Canada for A MONTH!!! Yeah, A month...wow, huh? I will be in Canada from December 16, 2004 to January 18, 2005! I love you all and will keep you posted on what happens while I am there, but you all will have to wait when I get back home. 
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