Many things are going on in my life right now. A big decision is about to be made. I feel the Lord has already given me the answer, but I will wait to post that answer for a later date. My thoughts about next year have made a big change. I will not be going to Vietnam. Why? You might be thinking? If you were unable to read my last few posts. I will tell you. I got a phone call and talked to someone from OMF. We talked for a while and came up with this thought: "I will be going to college to go get my degree in Speech Communications. I plan on going to Japan with Teen Mania next summer 2005. Work somewhere and save up money to someday move out of my parent's apartment." Any question? Don't worry I just had a slap of reality yesterday. Was I truly ready to go to an other country by myself? Not really! But I really didn't put much that to it until that call. Thank you, Lord!
I talked to Katrina last night and she told me something no one had told me yet. Lord, I don't want him to have any regrets. If you call him to come back to... then he needs to go. This is hard for me to say, but I will wait for the right time.
All I want is God's will, but if God has something change then I will soon know. O Father, keep speaking to us about what should happen. I miss the talks I have with him and all the times we just pick fun at each other. Our friendship is something special. I pray it just becomes stronger from now on, O Father!
I know what you mean. I have been trying to "speed up" my vision for God and he is constantly (as it seems to me) using all of his spiritual resources convincing me not to. I almost even abandoned the one the Lord had laid out for a short cut because the current one was not "quick enough."
So you are going with Teen Mania to Japan? I may/may not join you. Only time will tell. Either way, I look forward towards traveling overseas. Life should be good. Selah!
