What is going on in my heart?
I noticed last night a feeling within myself didn't seem right
Did I know why I was crying? No!
An event occurred that night I would not know about until later
Why did I cry?
Why did I feel the pain?
I don't understand!
Is there a connection?
What is going on inside of me?
God, can You please explain to me what is going on?
I know what, but why?
Never have I had a friendship with someone so important to me
I have always allowed my feelings to get in the way of what was important
Why am I not now?
What is so different about this friendship?
Is there something that is drawing us to the realization of how important this decision is?
God, help me to see what it is!
I only want Your guidance through this time.
Let this person know that I am praying for the spirit of comfort to come down
